Guarded

Phew.. I’ve made it past three weeks of school! Mostly by now, I can tell which classes I will enjoy and not. Asian Studies, I’m looking at you *cough*.

Anyway, with school, there comes drama.. a little. My best friend and I started to notice since the end of last year that I have a certain “magnetism” with this senior. It’s like he’s unknowingly stalking me She starts to fantasize how awesome it would be if we were a couple, because we look to fitting. == I’d always tease her for being stupid, but you know, secretly, I would love it if that happened. He’s so cute and decent. Not perv or disrespectful. He flusters me.

I’m not going to go into the relationship thing much… but, I think I’ve had issues with liking someone and then pursuing them. I’ve always been really guarded. In this situation, Taylor Swift lyrics are actually good for something. I might pursue this, but for the moment, I will just keep going home with him on the same train. See how things go. Since date-able guys are so rare in my school, I think all of us are under-experienced. =_=”